How do I spend my holidays? One week, I stayed at home with family. Few days, I went out with friends. Three days, went for xiaxiang activity. Then, play basketball and swimming with sister.
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My sister's life is busier than mine, i think. Haha. Morning for tuition and kawat, afternoon for class and night for taekwando. She has alr got the black belt and start to help her coach to teach others. The price she need to pay is hurting her legs, a bit worry for her because this will restrict her development in taekwando field. Hehe...dug out some secret. :D I found out that my sister has a lover alr and the way she deal with this can be so mature. She said she dun 1 to hide from mother, so she discuss with her lover, they has agreed with each other to start their "pa tuo" after graduate. Hmm....
When we play basketball, we are not playing until tired, but laugh until tired and no strength. Haha...laugh until dun care how we looked in the other's eyes, longtime did not laugh like that. We went to swim in my favourite swimming pool. Sudden understand, why I dun find any satisfied pool in other places. It is not really only because of the size, but is the beautifulness of the vision, sound and my memory here. Listen to the natural sound, the music the water and the coconut tree played, can be so relaxing. To enjoy the emerging colour of the sky that cant be seperated, which has given so many colour and space to imagine, and watching the dancing of the coconut tree. When swiming in the water, can see many sparking white light reflex and keep moving because of the water. If look carefully, there are rainbow colour each white light. @@ I always focus on thinking while swim, no other sound will come to interupt. I cant remembered how much problem have I told to the pool and how much "rubbish" have I thrown to the pool alr. How much problme have I solved in this pool and how much new thought came up in this pool. Hmm....after swmiming, can enjoy channel 963 while driving home. Sometime, if earlier, can enjoy the sunset at t same time. ^^
After swiming, we went to have steamboat. Haha...very enjoying and nice. The feeling is undescribable. Such is life. Feel grateful.
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My sense tell me the right thing. She really just waiting and has given up everything. I wanna to tell her something but has been interupted, so i didnt tell in the end. Haiz...Just, dun take the others is belong to you. Everyone is alone, can only suffer and enjoy by self, no others can help. Please dun hurting self for the sake of others. Hmmm.....Ya...the one who cried and asked for help can always get the sympathy of others, the one who didnt speak any word will have to swallow every bitterness into stomach. Seldom people will find out the truth behind and seldom people will have time to do so. Such is world...
My second brother is a leader in school. I was smiling when I heard that he cried when his team get into the final. Haha....see another part of him ba. He is a true person and be true in his feeling. He put every effort in what he like and he is a person who will try all his best to get what he want. If he dont like anything, nobody can force him. I thinked he gave my parents a big headache. Haha....Although he is not good in studying, I can see he is talented in logic. He just dun like words and numbers, but he can be really fast in solving puzzle and he learn what he like in a fast ways. I notice that. Hmm...father seem has planned something for him, we cant say many, i think. Maybe, it is good that one of us will heritage father's business too. Hmmm...
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Met some of the friends to celebrate birthday. She has started to use her power of creative to organize everything. I believed she will getting imporve if she keep praticing, she is talented in this. Haha...The celebration is to give surprise one after another. The feeling we gave her is really....haha...her expression is very interesting too. It was another memorable day.
Met one friend to chit-chat. She loved her course and dream deeper and deeper. Her ability in this field is getting improve and pro. Hmm... We both liked to read, but the way we read is different. She like to read real fast and will read for a few times. I like to read in slow, deep, and i dun like to read for second time. I only read second time after a few year, to read from another angle and under another psychological condition. Met another friend to sing K. How long have we been known each other? 10 years? Hmm...In between, we have some physiological distance but it seem like our thought still keep in touch, we still know each other although we are changing. Hmm...it is not easy and therefore we treasure more. If someone standing in front of me and we dunno each other's thought, feel and personality, SO WHAT we are standing so close to each other? The distance is still apart. If someone is so far away, but our thought still can reach to each other, there is no distance...
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I finished reading three books and I bought another three books. Haha..just feel like to buy....Hmm....the book i like to read has changed...
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I went to Ipoh for reunion camp of xiaxiang. Met some friends on Friday and thanked him for arranging my transport and accommodation. Hmm...he has some changes but he still like to seek for other's confirmation. I thinked what i can say alr said, what i can share alr shared. The rest is depend on whether he wish to do or not. There are sth, i can see but I cant say, there is sth I can feel but I cant share.
In the camp, only got some hour to share thought in our group. Err...we are silent at first. Thank godness, we are not forced to share our xiaxiang one by one, that's so bored. We are discussing, haha, feel happy. At first I brought up the prob of communication, the response is not very active, because not much solution. Then, I brought up another problem of interview. I think tis is not only prob of xiaxiang but also many big company, how to identified quality of man? Many thoughts shared, from at first a big group, seperated into a few small groups, because everyone has their own thought and want to speak. Haha..Each gps discussing different opinion, until I fainted ....haha...because listen here and there, quite confuse. However, all were great thought. Truly speaking, I have a feel of envy. Maybe others are always better. Hmm....it's over d, use another angle of view, my xiaxiang did insprire me to think and give me some other different kind of experience. Now, for me, every experiences can be great, no mather good or bad, just depend on how I view them.
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The holiday has over. Like the taste of steamboat, fresh vege and fruit, verbal, pool, sky.... Cannot catch the time, getting older, changing everyday, every hours, every minutes, every seconds. Just, ensure that I enjoy every present moment. ^^
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