Wind blow

There is a kind of people who like

to talk about people and events,

even a minor thing, they like to make it big.

When they have not understood the situations,

they always talk like they know it.

Or just a small incident, they like to make it looked serious.

If I am not firm enough, i think i will follow the wind

to be blew by them and dunno where I am alr.

However, it's just like a dog that like to bark

which will not be a threat for others and will not bite.

Please dun angry at them.

If you do angry at them, please forgive them.

Sometime, they dunno what they are doing.

Sometime, they are just releasing their signal to get

attentions, love, and to show their thirsts and needs.

Can you see? They are hurt.

Thoughts appear in camp

In one of the games of that camp, we needed to talk about

how I think about you and how you think about me.

I saw that people are always curious about how others look at ourselves.

For me, I think that these looks contains both good and bad and they are always staying together, and it's just depending on our choice.

Depend on what we choose to look at and how we cope with it.

He asked me:" why you dun want to know how others look at you and also have no wish to talk about how you look at others?"

I said:"I just think that no matter who they are, i think they are just "that"only because i have no wish to interpret any."

Then, he asked again:" Then, will you look at the people who asked help from you?"

I simply answered him a single phrase:"That's differences, character and attitudes are differences things to talk about."

Hmm...I think....there is no good and bad about character and so i have no wish to judge, but what attitudes a person choose to face their character and lives will influence them.

In another game, he gave me feedback and said I am just like a flower that going to bloom. Then i think that maybe need to ask the flower whether it would like to bloom. In additions, bloom bring another meaning as well which is going to wither. Has it prepared to face the wither?

Then, I come back to look at myself. I think that I would like to let it grow naturally, by following the law of nature. Each periods has each wonderfulness, going-to-bloom flower, blooming flower and withering flower are all beautiful. The most importance thing is i know how to enjoy and appreciate every moments that I have.

It came to the time to write about our strengths. Back to the classic principle which both strengths and weaknesses are always staying together with each other.

Then, I shared with them that I will choose to look at me who have hands, instead of me who have no legs. If I choose to look at me who have no legs, even i choose 10x time to learn to walk, i will never walk as good as a person who have legs. Then, where is my sense of worthy in the society? However, if I choose to look at me who have hands and I used the same 10x time to learn handicraft, then my products will have it great value. Then, my sense of worthy in the society will arise.

I think that everyone have equal time and effort, but the most importance thing is to place them in the right place and a place that worth. That's come to the importance of talent.

Besides that, I think that everyone has many parts of ourselves. By using part of me in suitable place, it will be a strength and vice versa. However, a person will never be prefect and there will be some limitations. When I have a ability, i will not have the opposite ability. For example, when i am big picture person, it's hard for me to focus on details. Therefore, i need others who have details ability to help me and i can help them with my big picture ability.

There is nothing to be afraid of to be frank about our weaknesses and limitation, because following the principle which both strengths and weaknesses are together, when i show my weakness. i've shown my strength at the same time.

Haha...I felt happy to be able to go that camp. It help in self awareness and it gave me some stimulations. ^^ All we talked about is we.

The lost

It does has a impact on me.

I wonder how about you.

I am not the person who lost it.

However, I has also been influenced by this.

The impact should only be considered minor influences.

Moreover you...

U kept saying it's ok...

but whenever u wanna repeat your behavior

I wonder what is in your mind.

What is the picture appear？

What is the thoughts appear?

Will you constantly worry about it after that?

This is my thought:

Try to settle it NOW,

dun make it worse

I worry that in the future you will.....hmm..

journal of the day

So, I went to participate the workshop.

Met with a girl and we chatted for a night.

It is because she always stayed alone in the hostel.

No one can talk to her. Poor thing.

However, I think I walk in her world too fast unconsciously.

Faster than I can think of. OMG!! What happen....hmm...

Then, I think she felt naked in front of me and asked me

is people who study psychology can read people mind?

I explained psychology and told her about ethic....hmm...

Haiz.....I know it but I cant control it.

I noticed it and told someone half year ago.

I dun 1 her to explain to me what it is,

I wanna her to help me control it

and dun let it control me.

Can she understand? I wonder....Haiz

Went to a place where I have been three years ago.

I dunno my destination at first and so it surprised me.

Three years ago, I learned play therapy there.

Today, I learned role play.

The play therapist who taught me three years ago

become participants too and learn role play

with me from another trainer.

I felt it is so special...haha..

Then, I heard good news about her.

She has got scholarship and will be further study in UK.

This time, I have learnt about directive but yet non-directive way

to conduct therapy. @@

Although he didnt teach much and not fully,

i can understand that bit too. hehe

Hmm...I wonder why he like to make simple things

to become so complicated.

Wasting so many energies just to listen and understand

simple concepts...haiz...

Money minded people....

I strongly felt that the facilitator is doing for money.

All his behaviors seem fit this hypothesis especially at the end

he asked people to join his other workshops to learn in depth...

Err....that's y i felt he is not so prepare for this workshop..

and he like turned and turned just to explain a thing.

Hmm...nvm...surveying cost money and time....

At least I can know he is not the one.

Hmm....the people at that place have their special ascent

Actually, I felt like outsider at that place.

Cant talk much...just like...hmm...

dunno how to describe.

When I was back, the sport complex is so crowded.

People seem celebrating some events.

Hmm....felt nice to listen to their shouts

and also to see the firework.

haha...I think I have slept too much on bus.

I cant sleep now....

Hmm...nvm...since tomoro will be a free day..=)

International part time job

My part time job require me to wake up at 6am,

seldom wake up so early since i finish my secondary study.

>.<.

Saw international conference

Saw people come from different country bringing different attitude

Now i know that people really represent their countries.

Recently, interact with a lots of people from other countries.

Counted the airport job too.

Nice experiences....haha..

Therefore, I still dun have intention to find a proper job yet.

I am still enjoying such life and my freedom.

After completing job at last day, we took some pic.

Before we left the hotel, we overheard a black guy talking over phone

He said " it's bad experience with our that temporary company. "

@@...dunno...such is world and people...haha

Then, I go shop for my stuffs. Prepare my next plan. ^^

Quite looking forward

But also didnt place high hope.

Just enjoy my environment la...

Hehe...we not only do our job,

we also learn many things about business world.

Saw the so called "socialize" place

We also take many books for free..hehe...

Hmm...will go for workshop later.

Ei...one weekend, I finish my salary for working three days. =)

Thank you

I felt like i am burning money.

Haha...

Dun mind...

no money d only find job la..^^

Hopefully, I have stopped her from finding me to go for sales.

I want to keep my energy for other things.

Unless one day, I really need it very very much

den i only go for that la. bye bye ya...

Camp

Yes!! I went to a camp.

I felt really happy and enjoy everything.

Thanks to my team member who prepare most of the things.

The things i like the most are we can exchange philosophy thoughts with each other.

It is because the teacher is philosopher too...haha

It's very hard to have such chance.

Discuss openly without the need to consider about hurting others.

I like this stimulation.

We went to a good environment place.

We relax and learn from each other.

Our facilitator is a person who is brave to try

and can control most of the situation

Just like what he said, we just need to be positive,

then many negatives can be eliminated.

We dun hav to wory about extra things

and we will solve the problem calmly when challenges appear.

Haha, den this time, I know a friend deeper as well.

A life I have never encounter before.

This time, I cant fully understand about how she felt alr.

I can only wait for her to tell me.

Now i know how simple can life be.

Such life is her happiness.

Everything in front of her is not a problem,

what she can think of is "just do like that,

den problems can be solved"

WOW!!how cool is it. haha

I found out that my fear decreased.

I also dunno what cause it become lesser...

Might be the result of what I have been forcing myself

these three years.

I try to direct the lesson to be deeper by asking certain question.

It is because we dun need to rush this time and so we can make full use of time in valuable things. Also because i think my friends can understand most of the things in this stage already.

I also dunno how come my thoughts run so fast.

Maybe because I have had enough rest.

Haha...i felt the past me, who is fast in thinking, back here.

He said i am a bud going to burst into flower.

I am waiting for the time to reach.

haha..for me, means going to gone soon.

Because once flower mature, also time to die d.

hehe....

He said she is a lotus flower.

have a gentle and pure sense.

He and she have big dreams and trying hard to fulfill now.

Another she is still confusing about life.

As for she, she, she, they all know what they want already.

Their dreams are not so big compare to the two, but they have to learn to maintain the balance of life in order to continue to have all what they want.

As for me, also seem firm.

Although I have graduated, I am still learning a lots these two months

Furthermore, I dun need to wory about works.

Such learning life is so much better.

Still can live like this for how many months leh?

journal of the day

Had a nice day today.

I felt like he was singing to the sea.

I felt like he was starting a new life.

I felt like she was a very special person.

It's nice to be with them.

I felt like so comfortable and happy.

From the first dinner to second supper to third supper.

All were nice.

I was listening stories.

First was hers, then was everyone, then was his.

I felt happy to be able to know them.

How would I willing to leave this place leh?

haha...Life is meaningful.

Opportunities are here and people are here.

Hmm...tomoro will also be a full day.

However, I felt good because I am not doing anything

out of obligation.

I am doing everything willingly and happily.

Then, I am also looking forward for my vocation. ^^

Yea....life after graduated...

I dun need

Continue to be your superior.

Continue to be your incredible.

Go ahead!! I wont stop you.

I dun need the things that you would like to give me.

Actually, I dun like it at all.

You can take it back.

U dun know what I want and

I know you cant give me what I want too.

You are not here.

Why keep it this way?

Just continue the way I do,

you continue the way you do.

I wont bother you.

I regret.

I shouldnt do tat.

No matter how, all these should be kept.

You shouldnt be told

You shouldnt know.

Let's break

Am I disgracing you?

Let's break.

Make it clean.

Have to admit to this.

If I wanna go, no one can keep me.

If I dun want to go, no one can make me go.

Am I troubling you?

Let's break

Make it clean.

Have to admit to this.

I dun want you to be my burden.

I also dun want me to be your burden.

What keep me here today?

I know it.

I will forget everything I've done.

I wont use anything.

Let me be the me today.

journal of the day

This morning, I went to a place and

met her unexpectedly.

Then, we chatted/gossiped and shared a lot.

About ourselves, our views and people around us...

Haha...I like it the way we exchange our opinions.

I think it is good. Not feeling like quarreling and not accepted.

Means we dun discuss til feel like we are fighting.

Then, I understand bits of her background from her sharing.

Err.....she said

She felt meet me too late...

Err...i dunno how to answer her.

So, I skip...Just smiled and looked at her

She said it's because she like to organize activities as well.'

If we met earlier, we can do things together...

I believe there will be chances in the future de...

if we still meet each other. haha

Such things will not just stop in college only...

there are so many opportunity outside there.

She have three choices which are clinical, corporate and social work.

She said if she do corporate, she have to give up clinical.

I said she can do all together.

What she would like to do the most now is corporate.

Then, I said go ahead and at the same time have some social work.

It is because social work can be put in part time.

Then, I said if after few years/months in corporate world,

she feel still want/interested in the cilinical psych,

she can come back and learn the skills and knowledges.

Then, integrate both clinical and corporate.

She can gain good experience in corporate world,

which help her in clinical work.

I think they fit together perfectly. haha

Later, fetch friend home and go for conference.

I think i will wait until i dun hav money, i only go for this plan.

For the time being, i really dun like this.

Err....what they see is economy and opportunity.

I understand this but I see desires more than the others.

They are making use of peoples' weaknesses.

That's the bad side of psychology.

And finally, I saw it today.

That's so scary and people get hooked so easily.

Haiz....Nothing is perfectly good in the world.

Hmm....human...

Defense and cope

I saw two defense mechanisms.

One is smiles, one is the way the person talk.

I wont say any useless things.

I will say let see what can we do now.

First is problem coping.

Second come to emotion coping.

I wont say it is nothing.

I will say find a way.

I will say be prepare.

If I cant avoid, I have to learn to cope, to face.

That's it.

Please dun give me lectures at this point of time.

Please let me be quiet.

As i might use projection.

Please dun say anything good to me too.

As i will feel even bad.

It's not the time to learn yet.

It's the time to feel.

That's it

If I were her

If I were her, i think i will break down immediately.

I am sure my face is black

and my soul will disappear.

If for me, i dun want to say anything d.

Insides, i will feel really really bad.

I let her chose.

Whether she would like to be quiet or talk.

She started the conversation.

So, i tried to think of what to talk about.

Started one story by another story.

Shared whatever came across my mind.

Shake away the thoughts about what she is feeling now.

Dun need to talk about it.

It doesnt matter it is true or false, felt or not felt.

It is about how to feel better.

How to cope it.

I know it will happen when wanna do the call.

I tried not to look at it because

i know the feeling of dun want to be seen.

I just accepted everything.

Whatever it is.

I just thinking go to a quiet nice environment place for a while.

Starbuck came across my mind.

And i am thinking of how to invite her.

However, they said need to go to town.

It fit to my plan as we have to go to another place

instead of going home immediately.

Starbuck become not a good place as it is in opposite direction.

We go to a place nearby our destination.

Rest and let time pass by.

The longer it drag, the impulsion will getting down.

So tat, the others will not talk and talk and talk.

Finally, settle everything.

Hope tat they will do their job.

Pray that everything will be back.

Still got hope, still got chance.

Just tat it is out of control.

Not a human can control.

So, pray. At least, pray.

Contribute the good energy, good will.

Attract good things.

Pray.

Dun and wise

Saw some nice sentences.

Dun make promises when I am excited.

Dun answer doubt when I am depressed.

Dun make decision when I am angry.

Think twice before moving on, have wise behavior.

Means be quiet...

No promises, no answer and no decision

when i have those emotions.

Arent these the emotions that I will experienced most of the time?

Haha....

It also means I can only make wisdom choice

when I more calm.

Quite fit with my situation now.

However, I dunno it is wise or not.

Let it be...

No matter how I imagine, it will never near to reality.

Changes always happen.

So, just walk and I will know answer by that time.

Ok le

Yea~~Free from stress.

What i guess is quite near to reality.

If go in that way, i think i might die soon.

Time is a crucial matter.

So, now still wait.

Means I am going into a long-term battle,

depend on how much "provender" I have.

Also, the chips.

This is the bet i place,

see how it will go.

This time, is a large play.

However, at most I lost my time and money only.

I can afford it for the time being.

Besides, I would like to have these experiences as well.

Lost also win because I can learn many things

and enjoy life within that period.

Still a win-win situation, just a big win or small win only.

Ok...make up my mind.

No rush, by the way.

My decisions quite fit with my values.

This is the best way for me to get everything I would like to have.

Ok...be patient and learn.

Calm down and work hard.

Most importance, be happy.

No matter what, be happy.

journal of the day

OMG!! I forgot that I need to eat something today.

This morning I just had a small plate of bihun.

Then today's life was not so busy,

just settling tiny things here and there.

Dunno why, just didnt think of eating.

Only remember about it by now.

but it's not time to eat alr.

Knowing that she still persistence in her dream

I felt happy for her.

I like this kind of person.

Another she looked at me.

It looked like she got sth to say.

However, nothing said in the end.

She told me that I just need to insist on certain things.

Not much words.

But i understand what she means.

However, I havent make up my mind yet.

*headache

*Heart cramp

Dramatic

Today, I experience a possible dramatic change.

I cant believe this will happen to me.

I wonder is it just a dream?

It's scary for me.

I dunno what is in me?

I dunno what I will choose to do?

Maybe just treat it nothing happen.

Headache!!

Stressful!!

Dun wanna to think about it at all.

I just have a "OMG"

I cant believe in myself?

Why they believe in me so much?

How much I would like to tell them,

what they see is not a truth, just a surface.

Err...

I dun wanna to pretend to be confidence at this point of time.

I just wanna be true to myself.

It's really scary.

Then, I make a decision.

Follow whatever that person decide to do.

Even when it is attractive, if that person decide not to stay,

I will also leave.

Yes!! Close file.

Dun wanna think. Headache @@.

How come things become so complicated.

Interview

Finally, the training come to final stage.

I have completed my interview session.

During my interview session, my mentor

he said I've improved a lot.

He was impressed.

I was so happy.

Yeap!! I am able to listen more things alr.

I have integrated more of what I learn.

The examiner said I set a line.

It surprise me.

With such little information about me,

he know that I have difficulty on that.

Yup!! I havent sorted them out.

I told him, i am working hard on it

by participating sessions.

I am still wondering why I can see certain people

no matter where I am.

I can be so sensitive to them.

Then, I restricted myself to go in deeper.

When he, who pretend to be my client, open the door for me

invite me to go in deeper.

I run away.

This is not me. How come I run this time?

I dunno.

I also dunno that I can go in so fast again.

Then, I think it's not the time to go in.

The r/s is not strong enough.

Then, we just ended this session.

My examiner gave me feedback...

He said he like my style of conducting.

Haha!! Yea!!

He said I can "follow yet leading"

Err....dun really know

But in the end he said, it's strong

just need sth more "ahead"....

??...Ok!!!

I think what he share still need to base on experiences.

Although he has explained the meaning, it's still in abstract.

I need to figure out the way to work out.

Anyway, just memorise them.

Who knows, suddenly, I can understand.

Continue from that session

After stop meeting each other, we have to rebuild our r/s.

Yes, she started to apply strategy/intervention.

I am aware of it and I do it wholeheartedly.

I dunno whether it is useful

but i know she work hard.

I know she havent able to do certain thing,

but i know certain things cannot be constrained.

I know I didnt trust her fully because i decided to avoid

when it come to real issue.

I can tell her past issues,

but she dun trust that i get through it.

However, I am willing to help her

as well as help myself.

Grow together is the most wonderful.

I know what she is focus in.

I wonder she know it in deep or just surface.

From what I observe, what I see still surface.

Wondering is bc of cant see

or havent reach the time to see the deep?

At the end, what i see is my trust issue.

I dun trust her.

I suspect.

She is the most capable one compare the previous ones I met.

I have learned a lots of things from her actually.

About the nonverbal, the way to ask and getting clarification.

All learned during our interactions.

I also realize that the most importance is how we look at people.

I think that person is

A problem? A resource? Someone with positive though? Pessimistic?

It determine a lot of things.

Job

Considering my job?

I wanna a job related to psychology/counseling.

Have a new thought.

Thinking about study another course to enhance my skill.

Just a simple course, not for degree nor master.

I have found interesting job,

which i would like to do.

However, i didnt go for it immediately

It's bc there is sth here I cant let go now.

I dun like to stop half way.

I hope I can finish.

I am not a grouping person, I am a lone ranger.

I would like to do whatever I like.

I believe in certain kind of leadership,

a person can do individual work as well.

Actually, this is one of the reason i choose psychology course.

Just wanna be a lone ranger most of the time.

Still the same til today.

However, I have adjusted some of my value.

People have their wants.

For sure, I dun like his wanted and prefer B's wanted.

C will be the most favorable, but have to sacrifice a lot.

I dunno what to choose yet.

The most importance is what I want.

What a headache issue to think about.

There is risk of coz.

I need to place my bet.

Yet, I havent made up my mind.

Move on

The progress is on going.

Everything looked fine.

Here appear my trust issue.

I started to think negatively about this

due to my past experience

I persuaded myself

Trust the people I choose to work with,

dun work with people I dun trust.

So, I ask myself be patient.

I wonder people need help or not,

whether they have ideas about what to do.

Wonder they know how to do or not.

More worry about whether they willing to do or not.

When things come, people have to make a choice.

Without strong value,

I fear that people will give up.

Starting is always easy,

but it is never for continuing.

Therefore, I am choosy about people in this matter.

Doing it by myself is really better than guiding people to do.

However, I have to learn, isnt it?

So, bear with my feelings.

I will get over.

Part time and free time life

After thesis, havent rested for a week, start to work.

Worked for 1 and a half week.

Get a good salary...den back to home.

Sleep everyday and think about my thoughts and feelings.

She said busy people cant stand free time.

For me, it's not this case.

I can relax for a period of time, real relax

Of coz, not a continuous without stop.

It's the case for busy time too.

People started to ask what i am going to do.

I dun hav answer.

I would like to go back and do more jobs and learn more things.

Instead of staying here.

However, she forbid.

I requested again and I got permission.

Such a pity, situation change already.

I accepted because I think no need to make thing

become more complicated.

Havent rested for 2 week, had a presentation.

Then, attending training, seminar, and start project.

I observed and gathered informations.

Havent make any decision yet.

I still have my concerns here.

Personal growth is more importance than career.

Furthermore, i dun need much.

So, i wait and wait and wait.

Do whatever i have in my hand.

Post experiences

When I back home, I lost my purse.

However, I get it back because i met good people.

The treasure i get is not about getting my purse back.

It is about the moment i lost my purse.

I experienced all the things.

GOOD people and BAD people suddenly become big.

Everything is depending on how I deal with it.

The event, the people and my emotion, my thoughts...

This is the greatest lesson i learn.

Suddenly I felt what they felt in deeper.

I just need to exaggerate the feeling, then that's it.

Anxious, hurt, insecure, angry......

many feelings come at the same time.

Suddenly I understand that I was so cruel in Yushu.

I just wanna them to talk about it

and never knew that talk about it again is painful.

In such disaster, the loss is not only who they loved

but also WHAT they loved.

The moment people see what they've worked hard for,

what give them what they need,

what make them who they are

gone in vast in just a few seconds,

the feelings were mixed with anxious, hurt, insecure, angry......

After that, I went for my counseling training and role play her.

Suddenly, I understand that it's not that she dun want to talk about it but is because she CANT talk about it.

It is about "I felt fear about what I saw, yet people ask me to imagine it again and again",

I really felt like to run away.

This is the greatest impact I gained in this trip.

This is the experience that cannot be bought

but to experience it only.

This show the importance of empathy and listening.

It is about

Can we understand what are hidden behind their words?

Expo 2

The beautiful things I get to see in Expo. What an art!!

My longest queue in Expo was Japan Pavilion. 4 hours only.

The reason for taking so long to go in is because the pavilion was big and got lots of performance. Their performances were high tech. Every pictures on every dolls were different.
This was the thing i like the most.

The only moment i would like to purchase it.

It's because it looked with vitality. And i like their shape, the curve, the line.

However, it's way too expensive and was the most expensive.

Take a picture to mark as my memory.

Time to home. This was how i carry my begs to the bus station.

Expo

Went to Expo by train. 30++ hours. @@

My bed was on top.

Not really like the people in southern side compare to northern.

The places and them are really different

Different styles, different belief and many...

Pavilion with mystery.
Pavilion with childishness
My favorite mandala were in inside.
Stone culture

Pavilion with different tribes.

Beautiful night view.

Them in my eyes

Who cooked for us every day.

People said she is strong.

For me, she is protecting herself very much.
Our translator.

Looked a bit sorrow.

People said she was girlish and weak.

For me, she was a girl who looked soft but strong.

People said she dun like to smile.

For me, she like to.

Teacher Meng who like to take photo so much....

People said he like to talk.

For me, he dun like to talk.

People said he is bravo in his job.

For me, he looked shaking and felt bitter.
Doctor who like to smoke.

He knew well about smoking but just like to smoke.

People said he like to make joke.

For me, he do it for the sake of people here.

People said he looked not serious.

For me, he was searching and he hid something.

He was our translator and play with wheel chair.

He was an active boy.

People said he was so happy.

For me, he was not comfortable.

People said he was so funny.

For me, he lost.

I cant see good things?

Maybe....

Why children all looked happy in my eyes

yet is different for adults....

I dunno...

Outing day

We had an outing day with some families by river side.This was the kid I was taking care of. He like to take stones very much. =.=

Then, threw it to the river.

I think he like the moment the water flashing.

He took heavier and heavier stone along the way we went back to picnic place.

After he took up one stone, he found something interesting in these stone.

After I have taken closer looks, err...., there were white worms moving.

*face pale*

He even took the worm up by his hand...>.<.

Finally, he was tired.

However, he was more cute when he was tired.

Haha~~

Look at his expression...

What an active boy.
This boy like to take photo so much.

He took my teacher's camera and kept shooting.

See...he posted like a very pro photographer...
We played the water of the rivers. She was my team mate.

Look...We cant win three little kids. TT

We were so wet....

But I was very happy, really, really happy.

Instead of playing UNO, I choose to play water with the kids.

Only then, I felt not boring.

Haha~~I like their way to play, not our way to play.

Opps!!They were getting angry.

They even said us bullied kids.

Look who bullied who.

Haha~~
I have no intention to help my team mate.

She can take it...hehehe~~

Because I would like to shoot this precious moment...

Sory la...have to betray for a while. =P

Ei...What he was doing?

At the beginning, i dun understand as well...

After that, he move his hand out slowly.

He showed me this!!!

A creature in the land.

*So cute*

He is so cute

The little creature is also cute...

But i dun dare to touch la....>.<...put it back k..

Be a good boy la....ha....ha..ha

*cold feet*

Want me to touch ah....Ok...Ok..I come closer ya...

Oh!! It looked like....baby frog..

Not tadpole but frog, maybe just become frog.

Oh!! So cute...ha...ha...

I enjoyed that day.

See flowers, green lands, mountains....

Play the water of the river, stones, cows...

Play with so many little creatures, worm, frog....

Haha~~

I like nature so so so much.

It's my happiness. Ha~~

Foods

Before going up to Yushu, we had this breakfast.

You tiao is the same taste, but the "tau fu hua" is different.

It's tasted salty with ingredient of nuts and dao po.

This is our lunch. It is called "yang chan mian" which is made of

mutton and intestine of sheep.

This is what my partner take in the half way up.

We saw it called "mushroom soup"

In our imagination, it should be something white and with smaller mushroom.

When the waiter took this out, we were stunt for a while.

It's black and it abalone mushroom..

haha~~

This is my noodles. I dunno how to describe the taste

but it is very different from my hometown's noodle.

I felt the taste is stronger there and I dun quite like it.

It make me felt thirsty and made my tongue numb.

Finally, reach Yushu. Most Yushu's food we get to eat is their milk tea, flour and sour milk.

I cant say sour milk equal to yogart bc both tastes are quite different.

This is milk tea which they put one spoon of butter in tea.

It is tasted salty and oily.

Haha~~I understand why they drink in this way.

I can feel my body warmer after drinking it.

It kept them warm to survive.
This is the sour milk and the flour.

Most of the time, we put the sour milk on flour and eat together.

The sour milk is really come from the cow freshly.

So, it is really sour which most of my friends cant take it.

However, I liked it so so so much. ^^

According to their custom, we have to make sure that the bowl is clean. To make sure we dun waste any foods.

So, we have to lick all sour milk clean. If not, means not being polite. *lick, lick, lick*

Have a closer look. This is sour milk. Looked nothing special but really sour.

Can see the yellow colour thingy?

They said it is the essence of the sour milk.
My friend give me a treat which is my favorite because it is really spicy plus the noodle is really Q. ^^ hehe...enjoyed.

Their noodle is special which is what dun have in my hometown.

They put all sort of spicy herb to cook this.

The soup looked red huh....

In order to repay my friend who give me a treat.

I treat my friend back which is my friend's favorite food.

They called it BBQ.

The foods were BBQed by spicy herb.

In our working place, only two of us love spicy food crazily.

That's y we sneak out to eat and abandon others.

Hehe~~SHHhhh

O.o The foods looked really RED.

This was what we take after we come down from Yushu.

My friend treat us.

It's really different between two places.

These foods were really too much for us while

Yushu people were worrying about their foods.

However, this is the welcome shown by my friends.

So, have to jump out from that thoughts and enjoyed it.

Haha....bc everyplace have everyone's own everyday's lifestyle.

Kids 4

I met one special kid who i revisited for a couple of times.

That day, as usual, I walked with my team members.

We met a boy with broken leg.

Doctor treated his leg and leader talked with the adults.

I played with two little kids outside. I folded stars for them and they treat it like ball to throw to each other. Haha~~Then, we also carried stones to make houses. That's their creativity and I was so impressed. Yea...the green land was our playground, no special room at all. We played whatever under the sun. Then, I go in to accompany the patient after treatment.

He drew and we chit chat.

He was a boy who lost both parents and I felt he was quite lonely.

He was obedient and do whatever i told him to do.

However, after few visitations, he started to be creative.

He knew he can do what he like as long as it is not hurting others.

He knew I allowed.

He knew I will not say nor suggest anything to him.

That's depend on our strong relationship, our patient and understandings.

I know he will be ok

I know he will be happy.

I wish all the best...
In our last met, I have to say goodbye to him.

He rushed to find me when he knew I come and I saw him looked happy .

However, I still have to say goodbye.

We hugged and that's the present I gave him.

Before I left, he said:"Give me one more hug" with crying eyes.

We hugged tightly.

He waved to me with crying eyes.

It's my happiness.