This session

She asked me some questions.

Ei....

She found out the problem already,

which is sth i am thinking too.

It has reached my limit,

anything above it, I dunno d.

Then, she seem prepared me to do sth,

she asked whether I can tolerate it.

In the end, I replied that I never do anything like tat b4,

how would I know leh? haha..

Past, present, future.

Anything i can tell and explain,

I done already.

Able to talk about myself like talking about a story

is a good thing also gua.

It's not easy to do so and I have spent few years to be able to,

Yea...is a good thing, i think.

I guess, her next step is to challenge and apply strategics gua.

Never mind, just do it.

I think it is a fun thing

I am really looking forward for it.

What a good experience.

Thanks her a lots.

No matter what the outcome is.

She

We are so different,

She have at least four.

haha...

I think is bc of our different environment ba

we learned different things

Anyway, i think there is one special for her

Maybe is waiting for the right time.

haha...just my guess

Let's see first.

When the time come, the answer will occur.

If my guess is true, i think that person is really bravo

haha...

A walk

Have to walk recently

and it is really nice to walk.

It is bc I can see a lots of stories along my journey.

I saw butterfly, bees and flowers

It is sth cannot be enjoyed in the car.

Walk while I still can.

Watch beautiful things while I still can.

Listen nice sounds while I still can.

Birds singing + flower dancing + fragrant smell

Is worth for a walk.

Today, I saw a grandmom with a little girl.

They hold their hands and walk slowly together .

The little girl kept talking about school

and the grandmom listened to the girl patiently.

She did answer the girl and look at her every now and then.

If I had a camera in my hand,

I would like to take a photo of them. ^^

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>.<. I saw someone took my bicycle's parking lots

is a red bicycle.

Dun like it. =P

Hmm....nvm, i dun need the place already.

Fare

If I accept your taxi fare,

Is it means that I let myself become a driver?

If we agree before starting our journey

to share our cost,

I will accept it.

If it is really a big amount and should be shared

such as is a long journey,

I will accept it.

If it is after the journey,

want to give me suddenly,

I dun want to accept it.

If it is just an RM2 journey,

I also dun want to accept it.

The most importance is I can afford it.

I can afford to give you a travel treat.

So, I dun want to accept.

In the end, need to use strategics，

to see who win，

see who give away the money in the end.

haha!!

The butterfly

A butterfly know how to take bus from wisma to main block.

Wow!!

It sticked on the window

I wonder whether it can endure the strong wind

while the bus was moving.

Although it seem almost blew away the wind

It still sticked on the window.

After the bus reached main block,

it fly away immediately.

Wow!!Amazing

So cute...^^

Haunted

Haunted is really not a good feel.
When it become more serious,
it lead to obsession
When it is out of control
it lead to compulsion
Then, things repeat.

Only venting it out, lashing it out
can lead to comfortable feeling

Haunted...hmm..
Can it be a reason?
or it is just a habit?

No matter what...
How to deal with it should be the problem that need to be solved. hmm....How?

Redirect attention?
Will power to overcome?
Control behaviour?
Ignore and put the thought aside?
Use other healthier way to lash out the feeling?

I dunno..

Session

This time the session is quite powerful.
The conversation was not turning around the circle.
More and more stories have come up.

That day, the moment I went in the room,
I saw a box of tissue paper on the table
Then, i think i knew ......

Then, I have picture out many stories that day
But I did not cry
Maybe I think all were past already
I have been learning replay the stories yet not to be influenced by it. Hmm....Should be alright now.

Then, it came up with she felt heavier than I am
haha...felt weird
Empathy is about how i feel at that point of time,
but not about how I should feel...
hmm.....observation and listening really mean sth..

I think she is the best compared to others who i met before..
It's great experience.
As for the outcome, need to wait and see gua...
hope can figure it out..
get healing process..^^

Speechless

Ei....even when i am not afraid of it.

I still cant go for it.

Because others are afraid of it.

Speechless....

Nothing can be done.

Although I can still insist on it,

Nobody can control me.

but this is not a good one

I have learned to take the responsibility.

Speechless....

Try best already

seem almost need to let it fly away le....

hmm....

Funny cars

Today, drove a long way.

Met raining day and I drove until my eyes almost become cross-eye.

there was a car behind me drove quite near to my car buttock.

Then, I slowed down to let that car go.

Then, behind the car, there was words

"忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空。”

means tolerate and give way will lead to good consequence.

Hmm...it seem doesnt match with the driver.

Immediately, another car surpass my car

This car drove real fast.

Then, I saw the car plate

WTH 6910.

=.="

Quite many funny cars met today. haha!!