Used to be living in the future. Everything in my mind is what should i do tomorrow. Then i need to plan in sequences for it. For the study or settling jobs as well, need to have forethought.
Used to be living in the past since i can remember what i had experience in the past. The pictures like to replay in my mind, just like watching the television. The difference is just watching memory that replay in my mind make me experienced the feelings again.
Used to be living in the present since i think no used to think about the past and future so much. Put every effort and time to do what i can do now. Then, start to questioning, so what if i do and so what if I don't.
Then, found out that, no matter how i live, is just nothing. Just like I cant remember how my grandparents live their lives. No one know about them, no matter how much bitterness, sorrowful, happiness and joyful they used to have.
In the end, i found out that, there is nothing to be live on. In fact, there is no future because it will never come. When i think it come, it is the present not the future already. However, where is the present? Every second has become the past when i am typing the words, isnt it? There is no past as well. The past have already past, what can I care?
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