Journal of 2 days

Journal of yesterday
Skipped the class, coz i know they get student to explain the meaning, instead of lecturer. So, I choose to do my assignment. Then, went to Dr. H class. hmm...still very empowering, very challenging, but hope not too much...It is good to learn, I like this way. It let me understand the world in this field and give me clearer picture. Can have a better prepare. Hope so...Yeap, i am moving forward...i think...

Home. Addressed to both assignments at the same time. One is finalizing by waiting for their final decision on everything. One is very-hard-to-do assignment. While doing hard assignment while waiting. So, quite ok...but really hard...TT

Journal of today
Today, presentation in the morning. Quite a nervous period, hmm...but i have prepare all my best alr. This time, I practice many times. Although the scene was blank, I can still speak a bit fluently. Thks godness. Hehe...the tecnique work. It is good to see their respond and see them feel. Besides, it's good to feel that the presentation quite profesional. Got warming, got evidences, got thinking power, got suggestion. Thks to the team. Hmm... after presentation, i still feel nervous, not for the presentation anymore, but the another very hard to do assignment. ><

Ei....how to communicate better leh...Err....they dun get wat i means. So, i tried to explain more about the things. We need to have a common goal. Under that, the way we do stuff can be differences and anything we like. Just tat, we really need to correspond to our common goal and we need to really understand wat our common goal means.

That's why the discussion is very importance. It is to have a common goal but not to discuss the way we do stuff. I think nobody like to be interfered and also nobody like to interfere others. That's the basic concept i tried to explain. Hmm...hope that they can get wat i mean. Hope so...Hmm..It is really importance to have a common goal, if not, everything just like individual works, not a group work.
Har....

Then, we all incharge each difference part. There are still opening space for suggestions. Whether the person-in-charge want to accept the suggestion or modified it by adding it to own stuff, it is own decision le. No one can force, but can only try to explain.

Overall, just that, we accept to have a basic trend like that. Then, as for the contents, we all can have personaly liking, own way to do stuff. Hoo...

Hmm...Then, got meeting. Today, quite many things to discuss. From their thought, i roughly know thingy. Hmm..I guess...Now, it's time to organize things and be more systematic. We will do well gei....Hmm...Then, all will be a good start for them le. What they need, most will have. What the next step should be....hehe...cannot reveal...for the time being...

Suddenly thought of a past of mine. She was a friend that has so many interesting characteristic when i was still in a primary school. However, she like to joke and play a trick on people. Hmm....That batch of fds are really significant in my life. So, sudden realized that it bring such a big impact for me. Sudden understand WHY!! So called "Past experiences shaped me".

Home....time to assignmenting....Really high cortisol level, really stress to face this....anyway, wat can I do? Hmm...Just do the best.