Journal of past week

Mom said sth about "the legend of 1900". She think that there is no end in this world because the world is round. The so called "end" is to come back to the begining. Since it is like this, the character choose to stay at the same place. Hmm....It's true also.

We were discussing about whether life is determined or can be controlled. Aunt said can be controlled, mom said it is determined. All their reasons were supported by their own past experiences. Therefore, their life and the way they face their life can be so difference. Hmm... When sth happen, she cant take the blow and only blaming and blaming. She is not blaming the other, she is blaming herself. As for determined, when sth happen, she can accept.

Grandpa said before, life is really determined, bc no mather how hard he had done and how many effort he put, poor means poor, no means no. Then, there is sbody, no need to work in their life, but they always have money to spend. Then, there is sbody, although enjoy life over 4 decades, but then get stroke, need to suffer for another 4 decades. Good or bad, not sure. Aunt said, it depend, the person who went thro determined. If they take it as a training and can work happily, means good. If they take it as unfair, even when they are rich, they also will not be happy, means bad. Hmm... Death has never been far away from life. Sadness has never been far away from excitement.

Sudden, imagine a scenario. She used to be in high mountain and everything were in control, follow her means. So, when sudden drop into the hole, she refuse to climb out. Refuse means sth. She said even there is a rope dropped down, she will also refuse to hold that rope. Hmm...

Yeah.....Was sis's birthday. Haha...had been the driver, took mom to buy things and help sis to choose the cake. She got a small party, inviting five friends. She said, bc if invite many, not all friends know each other, then they wont talk to each other, very hard. So, this time, she decided to invite 5 only. Good consideration. Haha...

Me, dad, sis, 2nd bro, mom. Big bro still in KL, studying. He forgot alr and send his regard by next day, haha, he need to give sis a treat alr... ^@^

This is the present she like the most, Haha~~as usual..... but..she said she still like qiqi the most. This will be the pet of qiqi. ==!!!

Although she like soft toy, she also like TKD, Woo~~ (00)a , and she got black belt alr.

Yeah!! Can watch TV, hehe. I only like Zhang Fei's programme (zhong yi da ge da). Really can laugh loh... haha..bc he is fast in response and is funny. Look at his face, alr feel like to laugh, somemore plus the funny words he said, always out of expectation. Laugh my lung out. ^@^