Differences

Last year of December, I still felt guilty for the death of grandmother. This year, I have almost forgotten about her death ceremony and wanna to participate one ceremony in University.

Last year of September to December, life was hectic. This year, life was quiet. Both years are busy but is belong to difference types of busy. Difference experiences let me experiences differences feeling. Then, i know what i would like to have and not to have.

Dad said, my rich cousin renovated his house, the whole lower floor, into karaoke room. The TV screen is 101' and there is thousands of songs. My mouth cant close when i heard this as i think it is really exaggerate.

Maybe I should be envy or jealous gua. However, what pop up in my mind is my another cousin, his younger brother. When there is superior, there is inferior. Their fates can be totally differences from each other.

The younger cousin's business cant expand, own a condo and have a son not so brilliant. Besides that, one sad thing to say, he used to have twins children, but his wife experienced miscarriage when they were six months old in womb. Just heard about it, felt that it was really heart pain, let alone who experience it.

Yet, the cousin who renovate his house own a three floor semi-bungalow, have great business that really earn moneys and two children (one son and one daughter) who looked clever.

With this kind of "happiness", comparisons will occur automatically. When there is someone happy, another will be unhappy. Wondering how he will feel. Hope he can cope with it.

Hmm... If a person think got problem, got problem. If a person think no problem, no problem.