I just want

She said"it's nice, but i think no need to come for second time."

Then i think

Must every action i have is because i can get benefit?

Hmm...sometime i do thing because i want to payback to those benefit me before.

Sometime, I want to share real good thing with people.

I want people to do things that balance, which will not cost B to lost due to A win.

I want everyone to be winners.

I dun like.

If i hold that thought, i think the connection will be chopped off.

I think world view of some people around me will still the same.

I think his path will even harder. It is already hard enough.

I just want to support a good thing, a good heart.

Please learn not to be so calculative.

Break the unreal things, look for the real good stuff.