Friday, June 18, 2010

Ouch!!

haunted by the feeling.

"it will come back again"
"it will come back again"
"it will"
"it will"
"it will"

One moment, everything will gone.

They havent been found.
They are still under the land.
Feeling anger.

What is the feeling whenever it's time to sleep?
So anxious.

How should I continue my life as normal? How?
Some survivor suicide in the end.
Some using avoid mechanism.

Why am I still alive? Why am I the one?
Did sth really happen here?

I want to talk, but i dare not touch my feeling.
In my dream, i cant see their face.
I can dream mom, i cant dream dad.

Missing them.........
Feeling guity, dare not to miss.....
The memories keep flying......

OMG...how to control my feeling?
I cant type anymore.....
The word "sad" is not enough to describe any here....

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