In this world, there is a kind of people is like this.
Pretending to be someone when they need something. Then, try all the means to get what they want. When the value of this thing finished, they jump to another and spot at another thing they want, without consider others or anything. Quite oily oily.
The reasons and excuses they used are funny sometime, but is useful undoubtedly. Haha...it almost happen in everywhere. Hmm...Watchng it happen is just like watching plot in the movie. Is a survivor skill, i think.
Understand, doesnt means have to fight with it or speak it out. Sometime, a laugh can swept off evrything. Just look at things happen and know lo.
Sometime i hope i dun see, for certain reason, hehe, but most of the time, i am happy to be able to see this. As more able to predict a bit and accept things. Die also know how i die de. Haha...
Such is people ma~~
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
The reason behind
Her father was a soldier. Therefore everything in the family was discipline. She is not good in studying and she cant even passed the moral exam. Once, she didnt pass her exam, her head was bumped into the wall.
Later, she has become a model. When she went for interview, she cant remember everything in the run-down and fail, although she is good. This destroy her self-esteem. Over many years, even she is a good model, she never went for advertisement interview anymore.
One day, when she talked about this, her friend said:
You good in talking, u noe, there is no problem with you. I think it might because you have reading problem. Next time, you can ask your assistant read aloud the run-down to you. You use listen instead of reading, then you can present well in the advertisement. Hmm...
Oic. unable to study well is not her problem. She did try hard, just that she cant achieve it. I think the truth has untied the knot in her heart. Is a relieve.
Just like the movie shown by Mr. K in the class. The kid has problem to achieve good grade and socialization. Everyone in the world such as teachers, friends, classmate and even parents address the kid as stupid. One day, a teacher went to meet the parents and asked the parent to read the japanese words. When the parents unable to read, the teacher just address them as stupid and refuse to listen any explanation. Finally, the parents understand the problem their child was facing. The kid was not lazy, it's just that the kid has obstacle to read. Their relationship improved.
Hmm...Just feel that the person who capable to ease the tension, anger and sad feeling is... formidable.
Later, she has become a model. When she went for interview, she cant remember everything in the run-down and fail, although she is good. This destroy her self-esteem. Over many years, even she is a good model, she never went for advertisement interview anymore.
One day, when she talked about this, her friend said:
You good in talking, u noe, there is no problem with you. I think it might because you have reading problem. Next time, you can ask your assistant read aloud the run-down to you. You use listen instead of reading, then you can present well in the advertisement. Hmm...
Oic. unable to study well is not her problem. She did try hard, just that she cant achieve it. I think the truth has untied the knot in her heart. Is a relieve.
Just like the movie shown by Mr. K in the class. The kid has problem to achieve good grade and socialization. Everyone in the world such as teachers, friends, classmate and even parents address the kid as stupid. One day, a teacher went to meet the parents and asked the parent to read the japanese words. When the parents unable to read, the teacher just address them as stupid and refuse to listen any explanation. Finally, the parents understand the problem their child was facing. The kid was not lazy, it's just that the kid has obstacle to read. Their relationship improved.
Hmm...Just feel that the person who capable to ease the tension, anger and sad feeling is... formidable.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Journal of 4 september
For the convenience sake, i have done something i know i shouldnt do. Haha...nvm la, it's no use crying over for spilt milk. Accept the consequences for what i have done la. Hmm...after that, also experiencing what had expected, hmm...as usual la, mentally prepare alr.
I dress myself up for the party, based on my style. ^@^ However, Err...got a bit response from ppl, they seem shocked. Haha....I tot I just looked a bit differences, but it's seem over for them. (OO)a Haha... Might because of not getting use to me like this ba. Ei.....jt hope it was not looked as "not good" in their eyes la. They said like a cowboy, Haiz, lacking of hat and guns. Haha...
Yer.....Everyone dress normally only, but I tot I should dress a bit better for the party lo. Bc my 17th party for secondary friends, most dressed in fashion too, got japan style, got princess style la....haha..It was based on the differences culture within a group ba.
M.Y, S.O, S.M, K.S, K.R(birthday girl), L.T, K.J, K, Q.L and me
I dress myself up for the party, based on my style. ^@^ However, Err...got a bit response from ppl, they seem shocked. Haha....I tot I just looked a bit differences, but it's seem over for them. (OO)a Haha... Might because of not getting use to me like this ba. Ei.....jt hope it was not looked as "not good" in their eyes la. They said like a cowboy, Haiz, lacking of hat and guns. Haha...
Yer.....Everyone dress normally only, but I tot I should dress a bit better for the party lo. Bc my 17th party for secondary friends, most dressed in fashion too, got japan style, got princess style la....haha..It was based on the differences culture within a group ba.
M.Y, S.O, S.M, K.S, K.R(birthday girl), L.T, K.J, K, Q.L and me
College psycho people.
COS people
The present I give is just a normal thing. Hmm.. i draw sth, but they said not alike, not like me. TT Hmm...Some said eyes weird, some said mouth weird. After i look closely, I found out that it was bc the position of the nose. haha...rushing product in busy time is like that one ba....
She still prepare food for vegetarian. Haha...although I seldom eat dinner d and old d, cannot eat so much, I still finished my food in plate. Feel full for the whole night, thank you auntie ya. ^^
Chit-chating over the party, college la, people la and blah blah. Sometime i will look at the moon with the only one star in the sky. The rainbow was surrounding the moon. Beautiful. @@ Haha...I had a feeling of having mid-autumn festival.
Played until midnight one. Hmm...fetched some home and when i reached home, tired d...
Journal of 30 August-3 September
It was a busy week. I have finished another assignment about internet.
I have finally found people to rent the room. A good way to practice my marketing and communication skills, bc need to paste fliers and to be middle-person. Frankly speaking, i dun like to be the middle-person, bc a lots of works to do and need to be squeezed bet two people. Sometime, will HEADACHE, sometime need to convey the msg. Har~~~~ Anyway, it's has over d, finally, haha, I have fulliled wat I promise. Yeah!! ^^
It's the new semester. Need to think about the subjects to take and enquire the info regard the crash of timetable. Hope i can complete the course on time. Of coz, there is still a risk of not able to. Nvm, just make my best plan. If really happen, just accept it. After all, I have done my best alr.
My foster family is fine. 3rd foster brother has got a government jobs to manage certain places. 4th foster brother has gone to taiwan from Singapore to study wat he liked. Gambate and good luck!!
It's a bit shock to hear that a friend quit his study. He didnt tell me much, he just said that he dun 1 2 miss the chance to get a good job, bc that job is really wat he like. That is a job in GREY line, can be good, can be not good. It is a challenging job, bc the people he will be facing in the future are not simple people. Hmm...Everyone has their own choice and this is his happiness. Hope he wont forget the motive to choose this job. Wish him the best.
Some friends came back from oversea, have darken, have become more plump and have slim down. From observation, see that some feel better and some feel worse. Can see the smile on her face and can see the confidence on her face. Also can see the effects of reality on them. Haha....That's how people change. It's their experiences and life story. As usual, they went as a group, but met diff people and had diff experience. Hmm...is normal too that I see wat i see now, is because of their past. Ah~ Haha...such is life..
In the past, my energy is better than her, but this time i walked with her, when i panting and sweating already, she still feel nothing. I old d, lose d... TT What a surprise she gave me. Haha...Hmm..Wat i can say is, she really have had a tough job at oversea.
So many changes happen within few months. Haha...no wonder she said she need time to adjust and adapt to all new things. Gambate
I have finally found people to rent the room. A good way to practice my marketing and communication skills, bc need to paste fliers and to be middle-person. Frankly speaking, i dun like to be the middle-person, bc a lots of works to do and need to be squeezed bet two people. Sometime, will HEADACHE, sometime need to convey the msg. Har~~~~ Anyway, it's has over d, finally, haha, I have fulliled wat I promise. Yeah!! ^^
It's the new semester. Need to think about the subjects to take and enquire the info regard the crash of timetable. Hope i can complete the course on time. Of coz, there is still a risk of not able to. Nvm, just make my best plan. If really happen, just accept it. After all, I have done my best alr.
My foster family is fine. 3rd foster brother has got a government jobs to manage certain places. 4th foster brother has gone to taiwan from Singapore to study wat he liked. Gambate and good luck!!
It's a bit shock to hear that a friend quit his study. He didnt tell me much, he just said that he dun 1 2 miss the chance to get a good job, bc that job is really wat he like. That is a job in GREY line, can be good, can be not good. It is a challenging job, bc the people he will be facing in the future are not simple people. Hmm...Everyone has their own choice and this is his happiness. Hope he wont forget the motive to choose this job. Wish him the best.
Some friends came back from oversea, have darken, have become more plump and have slim down. From observation, see that some feel better and some feel worse. Can see the smile on her face and can see the confidence on her face. Also can see the effects of reality on them. Haha....That's how people change. It's their experiences and life story. As usual, they went as a group, but met diff people and had diff experience. Hmm...is normal too that I see wat i see now, is because of their past. Ah~ Haha...such is life..
In the past, my energy is better than her, but this time i walked with her, when i panting and sweating already, she still feel nothing. I old d, lose d... TT What a surprise she gave me. Haha...Hmm..Wat i can say is, she really have had a tough job at oversea.
So many changes happen within few months. Haha...no wonder she said she need time to adjust and adapt to all new things. Gambate
Saturday, September 5, 2009
九月心情
1/9/09
窒息感
2/9/09
一切很新鲜
3/9/09
互相扶持的感触。
4/9/09
欣赏带着彩虹光环的月亮。
5/9/09
品茶三口，却只品到最后的悠闲雅致。
6/9/09
迷惘
7/9/09
累
9/9/09
愉悦
10/9/09
只想弹开
11/9/09
窒息
12/9/09
愉悦
13/9/09
五味杂陈
14/9/09
晕眩
15/9/09
平静
窒息感
2/9/09
一切很新鲜
3/9/09
互相扶持的感触。
4/9/09
欣赏带着彩虹光环的月亮。
5/9/09
品茶三口，却只品到最后的悠闲雅致。
6/9/09
迷惘
7/9/09
累
9/9/09
愉悦
10/9/09
只想弹开
11/9/09
窒息
12/9/09
愉悦
13/9/09
五味杂陈
14/9/09
晕眩
15/9/09
平静
九月句子
1/9/09
在蛹变成蝴蝶之间，是一种不伦不类。
2/9/09
变，是一种化学作用，自己是其中一个成分。
3/9/09
面具是一种保护色，也是一种武器。
4/9/09
用情致深，伤情致深。
5/9/09
了解自己不是谁，却不了解自己是谁。
6/9/09
漂流在海中的帆船，也是一种生活方式。
7/9/09
对死亡的诠释，决定现下面对生活的心态。
9/9/09
眺望着遥远的海，忘了身边的沙滩。
10/9/09
不在意别人把自己放置在何处，只在意自己把自己放置在何处。
11/9/09
觉得自己大彻大悟的人，其实什么都还没懂；发现自己不懂什么的人，才真是懂了的人。
12/9/09
心眼的扩大造就视野的辽阔。
13/9/09
勇于失败的痛让人看得更清楚。
14/9/09
面具掩饰不住身体。
在蛹变成蝴蝶之间，是一种不伦不类。
2/9/09
变，是一种化学作用，自己是其中一个成分。
3/9/09
面具是一种保护色，也是一种武器。
4/9/09
用情致深，伤情致深。
5/9/09
了解自己不是谁，却不了解自己是谁。
6/9/09
漂流在海中的帆船，也是一种生活方式。
7/9/09
对死亡的诠释，决定现下面对生活的心态。
9/9/09
眺望着遥远的海，忘了身边的沙滩。
10/9/09
不在意别人把自己放置在何处，只在意自己把自己放置在何处。
11/9/09
觉得自己大彻大悟的人，其实什么都还没懂；发现自己不懂什么的人，才真是懂了的人。
12/9/09
心眼的扩大造就视野的辽阔。
13/9/09
勇于失败的痛让人看得更清楚。
14/9/09
面具掩饰不住身体。
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Journal of yesterday
Finally finished assignment. So many information and so little words, brain was going to explode.
Before going to PS. She asked me to be careful bc it was so dangerous. Yeah...always be, either got bad people or H1N1. Hmm... need to be as usual, life still going on.
Still, so many people in t LRT, as smelly as usual. Haha. In PS, the people are more than usual. I thk bc people are thinking of going home, has holiday on Monday. Another is, got foreign tourists coming here.
McD is still full house. Many people Q up until blocking the door. Every second is full of people Q-ing up. Formidable!!
The moment i reach place to take bus, the bus coming. Woo~~hoo~~, so lucky. The uncle Q before me take out a ticket and wanna to give me. He used cantonese to talk to me, I slow in understand wat he talking about. It's scared me also, I defence immediately. He got angry and said "cheat also not get RM2 from you only la". Hehe... After that, he still gave me t free bus ticket bc he got 2, he even showed me both tickets. So, I take a free trip. ^@^ When I reach my destination, I waved to him and he smiled. Haha..Thank you, Uncle.
So, in the end, I met good people, the world now not only filled with virus and bad people la. ^^ Need to be careful, but no need too extreme...Yeah!! a nice day.
Before going to PS. She asked me to be careful bc it was so dangerous. Yeah...always be, either got bad people or H1N1. Hmm... need to be as usual, life still going on.
Still, so many people in t LRT, as smelly as usual. Haha. In PS, the people are more than usual. I thk bc people are thinking of going home, has holiday on Monday. Another is, got foreign tourists coming here.
McD is still full house. Many people Q up until blocking the door. Every second is full of people Q-ing up. Formidable!!
The moment i reach place to take bus, the bus coming. Woo~~hoo~~, so lucky. The uncle Q before me take out a ticket and wanna to give me. He used cantonese to talk to me, I slow in understand wat he talking about. It's scared me also, I defence immediately. He got angry and said "cheat also not get RM2 from you only la". Hehe... After that, he still gave me t free bus ticket bc he got 2, he even showed me both tickets. So, I take a free trip. ^@^ When I reach my destination, I waved to him and he smiled. Haha..Thank you, Uncle.
So, in the end, I met good people, the world now not only filled with virus and bad people la. ^^ Need to be careful, but no need too extreme...Yeah!! a nice day.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Hu qi zhi--Extremely geng--idol..
Crystal ball performance
Fire dance
Iron ring
IDOL!!!
Gosh..He is full of leader spirit. Talented. Can smell it. Haha
Hmm....Plus his attitude...
Able to performance the iron ring, is not in two day nor two month, is two years non-stop practice.
Others, might practice many years alr. Hmm...
All performances are beautiful ^^
Nature plus nurture = only able to be so beautiful.
Without nature, cant reach this beautiful stage, there is a restriction.
Fire dance
Iron ring
IDOL!!!
Gosh..He is full of leader spirit. Talented. Can smell it. Haha
Hmm....Plus his attitude...
Able to performance the iron ring, is not in two day nor two month, is two years non-stop practice.
Others, might practice many years alr. Hmm...
All performances are beautiful ^^
Nature plus nurture = only able to be so beautiful.
Without nature, cant reach this beautiful stage, there is a restriction.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Foxfire
I like the main character in this movie.
I like the way she do things and the path she choose to take.
I like the tattoo.
She come alone to where FD's lived, from dunno where.
Hmm...
FD: Who is Audrey
She: A friend.
FD: ..............
She: Audrey is my mom.
FD: How?
She: Car. She drink.
FD: I am sory.
She: Ya. Me too.
FD: You got dad.
She: Somewhere.
She: I need to go.
FD: To where?
She: To wherever
FD: You have to go alone? Would you take somebody too?
She: Is that someone sure? Stime for the thing u dunno, disappointed u.
FD:.......
FD: Look! It's Spicain Virgo
She: Someone on the way.
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FD: Where u going? U dun have to go. Stay with us. Were we family?
She: Do you want to go with me?
FD:......................
She: Tell you what. You have to think about it. When there is a car stop, you have to decide. You just need to do the thing that is right in your heart. Ok?
FD: *nod
Car stopped.
FD: *Shake head. I will never forget you.
She: Ah..... Haha............. You are in my heart.
She left alone again, just like when she come here.
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FD: I travel since second half a lifetime. Art museum, bus station, air port....I've nv seen her again. I know, we still bound together for life.
I like the main character, maybe wat she has done used to be my dream. Maybe she always know wat she is doing, maybe she is always doing what she want to do. Maybe is bc the color of her life. Maybe............
Just because, it's she.
I like the way she do things and the path she choose to take.
I like the tattoo.
She come alone to where FD's lived, from dunno where.
Hmm...
FD: Who is Audrey
She: A friend.
FD: ..............
She: Audrey is my mom.
FD: How?
She: Car. She drink.
FD: I am sory.
She: Ya. Me too.
FD: You got dad.
She: Somewhere.
She: I need to go.
FD: To where?
She: To wherever
FD: You have to go alone? Would you take somebody too?
She: Is that someone sure? Stime for the thing u dunno, disappointed u.
FD:.......
FD: Look! It's Spicain Virgo
She: Someone on the way.
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FD: Where u going? U dun have to go. Stay with us. Were we family?
She: Do you want to go with me?
FD:......................
She: Tell you what. You have to think about it. When there is a car stop, you have to decide. You just need to do the thing that is right in your heart. Ok?
FD: *nod
Car stopped.
FD: *Shake head. I will never forget you.
She: Ah..... Haha............. You are in my heart.
She left alone again, just like when she come here.
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FD: I travel since second half a lifetime. Art museum, bus station, air port....I've nv seen her again. I know, we still bound together for life.
I like the main character, maybe wat she has done used to be my dream. Maybe she always know wat she is doing, maybe she is always doing what she want to do. Maybe is bc the color of her life. Maybe............
Just because, it's she.
Journal of past week
Mom said sth about "the legend of 1900". She think that there is no end in this world because the world is round. The so called "end" is to come back to the begining. Since it is like this, the character choose to stay at the same place. Hmm....It's true also.
We were discussing about whether life is determined or can be controlled. Aunt said can be controlled, mom said it is determined. All their reasons were supported by their own past experiences. Therefore, their life and the way they face their life can be so difference. Hmm... When sth happen, she cant take the blow and only blaming and blaming. She is not blaming the other, she is blaming herself. As for determined, when sth happen, she can accept.
Grandpa said before, life is really determined, bc no mather how hard he had done and how many effort he put, poor means poor, no means no. Then, there is sbody, no need to work in their life, but they always have money to spend. Then, there is sbody, although enjoy life over 4 decades, but then get stroke, need to suffer for another 4 decades. Good or bad, not sure. Aunt said, it depend, the person who went thro determined. If they take it as a training and can work happily, means good. If they take it as unfair, even when they are rich, they also will not be happy, means bad. Hmm... Death has never been far away from life. Sadness has never been far away from excitement.
Sudden, imagine a scenario. She used to be in high mountain and everything were in control, follow her means. So, when sudden drop into the hole, she refuse to climb out. Refuse means sth. She said even there is a rope dropped down, she will also refuse to hold that rope. Hmm...
Yeah.....Was sis's birthday. Haha...had been the driver, took mom to buy things and help sis to choose the cake. She got a small party, inviting five friends. She said, bc if invite many, not all friends know each other, then they wont talk to each other, very hard. So, this time, she decided to invite 5 only. Good consideration. Haha...
We were discussing about whether life is determined or can be controlled. Aunt said can be controlled, mom said it is determined. All their reasons were supported by their own past experiences. Therefore, their life and the way they face their life can be so difference. Hmm... When sth happen, she cant take the blow and only blaming and blaming. She is not blaming the other, she is blaming herself. As for determined, when sth happen, she can accept.
Grandpa said before, life is really determined, bc no mather how hard he had done and how many effort he put, poor means poor, no means no. Then, there is sbody, no need to work in their life, but they always have money to spend. Then, there is sbody, although enjoy life over 4 decades, but then get stroke, need to suffer for another 4 decades. Good or bad, not sure. Aunt said, it depend, the person who went thro determined. If they take it as a training and can work happily, means good. If they take it as unfair, even when they are rich, they also will not be happy, means bad. Hmm... Death has never been far away from life. Sadness has never been far away from excitement.
Sudden, imagine a scenario. She used to be in high mountain and everything were in control, follow her means. So, when sudden drop into the hole, she refuse to climb out. Refuse means sth. She said even there is a rope dropped down, she will also refuse to hold that rope. Hmm...
Yeah.....Was sis's birthday. Haha...had been the driver, took mom to buy things and help sis to choose the cake. She got a small party, inviting five friends. She said, bc if invite many, not all friends know each other, then they wont talk to each other, very hard. So, this time, she decided to invite 5 only. Good consideration. Haha...
Me, dad, sis, 2nd bro, mom. Big bro still in KL, studying. He forgot alr and send his regard by next day, haha, he need to give sis a treat alr... ^@^
This is the present she like the most, Haha~~as usual..... but..she said she still like qiqi the most. This will be the pet of qiqi. ==!!!
Although she like soft toy, she also like TKD, Woo~~ (00)a , and she got black belt alr.
Yeah!! Can watch TV, hehe. I only like Zhang Fei's programme (zhong yi da ge da). Really can laugh loh... haha..bc he is fast in response and is funny. Look at his face, alr feel like to laugh, somemore plus the funny words he said, always out of expectation. Laugh my lung out. ^@^
Monday, August 24, 2009
Interesting class
Her class was interesting and can learn a lots. She asked for sex appeal ad for studying purpose.
This is t ads I showed.
The reason is, we saw the brand throughout t ads and quite focus.
And den,
There are two more ads shown by my other classmates.
She said she liked the vege ad. However, I got a feel of disgust, because it give me a feel that vege filled with body odour and some liquid element. Besides, using a polished nails to cook, hmm, felt poisoned. Feel like to vomit instead of wanting to eat more.
OMG. Den wat can I eat? TT...
The vege should give me a feel of fresh, delicious, and full of vege smell...I doubt wat it really try to promote loh....If the impact is great on me, the moment i saw the bean n vege, i will only look at it, dun 1 2 eat alr....@@
Of course, the ads are very subjective. It was depend on how people look at it, based on past experience and based on wat we know, think and feel. Too bad, i bring "corrupted"/"educated" mind with me alr....haha
This is t ads I showed.
The reason is, we saw the brand throughout t ads and quite focus.
And den,
There are two more ads shown by my other classmates.
She said she liked the vege ad. However, I got a feel of disgust, because it give me a feel that vege filled with body odour and some liquid element. Besides, using a polished nails to cook, hmm, felt poisoned. Feel like to vomit instead of wanting to eat more.
OMG. Den wat can I eat? TT...
The vege should give me a feel of fresh, delicious, and full of vege smell...I doubt wat it really try to promote loh....If the impact is great on me, the moment i saw the bean n vege, i will only look at it, dun 1 2 eat alr....@@
Of course, the ads are very subjective. It was depend on how people look at it, based on past experience and based on wat we know, think and feel. Too bad, i bring "corrupted"/"educated" mind with me alr....haha
Hair cut again
Before
After This is the first time I had my hair cut after become a college student. It was two years ago alr. I still remember who the photographer was, Joo Weon, a korean friend. Now, he is not studying in my college alr....
Now, after two years, still t same. Had my hair cut again. -
Scare her. Haha~~the first thing she said to me after she saw me was that "why you have ur hair cut until so short". My answer: it's cool loh...convenience loh...blah blah... She said: "can save on shampoo, is it?" My answer: "Obviously."
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Haha...got lots of benefits to keep a short hair, especially in such a HOT country. It's good for me bc I never have the passion to take care of them, means lazy. -
People like to ask "have u ever kept your hair long." (NO), N there is no special reason or any past experience for keeping my hair short.
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The best answer: Bc I like it. That's all. ^@^
Thursday, August 20, 2009
The legend of 1900
I like this movie. It talked about a life. A person who born, lived and died in a ship. The way he thinked and how he looked at the world are very differences. He was a talented pianist and his music has vitality. It is because his inspiration came from people and he played for people.
In fact, i like the story lines:
" You're never really done for as long as you got a good story and someone to tell it to."
There was a time, he was thinking of getting off the ship because he had fallen in love with a girl. He wanted to look for her and started a family. However, in the middle of the ladder to go down, he choose to turn back to the ship. WHY?
//"All that city, you just counldnt see an end to it. You please just show me where it ends? It wasnt what I saw that stopped me, it was what I didnt see. What I didnt see. In all that srawling city, there was everything except an end. There was no end. What i did not see was where the whole thing came to an end, the end of the world. You take a piano. The key begins, the key end, you know there are 88 of them, nobody can tell you any different. They are not infinite, you are infinite. On those key, the music that you can make is infinite. I like that, which I can live by. If you get me up on that gangway and you roll out in front of me a keyboard of millions and billions of keys that never end, that keyboard is infinite. When it is infinite, there is no music you can play, you are sitting on the wrong bench. Did you see the streets? There were thousands of them and how do you do it down there? How do you choose just one? One lover, one house, one piece of land and one way to die? All the world just weighing down on you, you dun even know where it comes to an end. Arent you just scared of breaking apart at the thought of it, the enormity of living it?//
//I was borned on the ship and the world passed me by. Everytime, there were people aboard the ship and there were wishes here, with never more than fit between prow and stern. You played out your happiness on a piano that was not infinite. I learned to live that way. Land, is a ship too big for me, is a women too beautiful, is a voyage too long, is a perfume too strong. It is music I dunno how to make, I could never get off this ship. At best, I can step off my life. After all, I dun exist for anyone. //
The past shape a person. WHen the world passed me by, it meant sth. WHen a person experiences sth, it also meant sth. Hmm..
If dunno about what a person has gone through, where should we stand to say. What can we say? If never try to understand their world, den we can never see the world that the others are watching. Can we say that the world of land is the best? Even best for a ship person? DO we really know what the right thing is, what the wrong thing is, what the good thing is and what the bad thing is? The person who lived their life, choose. There are no standards.
The infinity and the uncertainty played a big role in our life. No one can deny. And, so? Simple is the answer for me. Will I be happier when I get the bigger and more? Isnt it too enormity to live with?
Choose the role that most suitable to be played and dun go beyond wat cannot be borne. HIs role is to be a pianist in the ship and bring happiness for people who are in the ship. Will the vitality of his music lose, if he go to the land? Hmm...People always lives in the life now and then imagine the other way of life. Always, beautifying everything and forget about the effect brought by the new environment. The reality is not the same as what has been imagined, the world is a game of losing and gaining.
In fact, i like the story lines:
" You're never really done for as long as you got a good story and someone to tell it to."
There was a time, he was thinking of getting off the ship because he had fallen in love with a girl. He wanted to look for her and started a family. However, in the middle of the ladder to go down, he choose to turn back to the ship. WHY?
//"All that city, you just counldnt see an end to it. You please just show me where it ends? It wasnt what I saw that stopped me, it was what I didnt see. What I didnt see. In all that srawling city, there was everything except an end. There was no end. What i did not see was where the whole thing came to an end, the end of the world. You take a piano. The key begins, the key end, you know there are 88 of them, nobody can tell you any different. They are not infinite, you are infinite. On those key, the music that you can make is infinite. I like that, which I can live by. If you get me up on that gangway and you roll out in front of me a keyboard of millions and billions of keys that never end, that keyboard is infinite. When it is infinite, there is no music you can play, you are sitting on the wrong bench. Did you see the streets? There were thousands of them and how do you do it down there? How do you choose just one? One lover, one house, one piece of land and one way to die? All the world just weighing down on you, you dun even know where it comes to an end. Arent you just scared of breaking apart at the thought of it, the enormity of living it?//
//I was borned on the ship and the world passed me by. Everytime, there were people aboard the ship and there were wishes here, with never more than fit between prow and stern. You played out your happiness on a piano that was not infinite. I learned to live that way. Land, is a ship too big for me, is a women too beautiful, is a voyage too long, is a perfume too strong. It is music I dunno how to make, I could never get off this ship. At best, I can step off my life. After all, I dun exist for anyone. //
The past shape a person. WHen the world passed me by, it meant sth. WHen a person experiences sth, it also meant sth. Hmm..
If dunno about what a person has gone through, where should we stand to say. What can we say? If never try to understand their world, den we can never see the world that the others are watching. Can we say that the world of land is the best? Even best for a ship person? DO we really know what the right thing is, what the wrong thing is, what the good thing is and what the bad thing is? The person who lived their life, choose. There are no standards.
The infinity and the uncertainty played a big role in our life. No one can deny. And, so? Simple is the answer for me. Will I be happier when I get the bigger and more? Isnt it too enormity to live with?
Choose the role that most suitable to be played and dun go beyond wat cannot be borne. HIs role is to be a pianist in the ship and bring happiness for people who are in the ship. Will the vitality of his music lose, if he go to the land? Hmm...People always lives in the life now and then imagine the other way of life. Always, beautifying everything and forget about the effect brought by the new environment. The reality is not the same as what has been imagined, the world is a game of losing and gaining.
八月句子
20/8/09
与其看着没有手的我，不如看着有脚的我。
19/8/09
看着美丽的交叉路，却没有尽头，看不到通往的方向。
18/8/09
总是会有站在十字路口的时候。
17/8/09
梦总是美丽的。
13/8/09
生命的际遇有时候就是那么地简单。
12/8/09
人生就像是一场赌局。
11/8/09
还真的是，不听老人言，吃亏在眼前。
10/8/09
徘徊于悬崖，就依然有变数。
9/8/09
承认自己的渺小，才能看到更多的伟大。
8/8/09
步步艰辛，步步踏实。
7/8/09
性格使然，所以必定重复。
与其看着没有手的我，不如看着有脚的我。
19/8/09
看着美丽的交叉路，却没有尽头，看不到通往的方向。
18/8/09
总是会有站在十字路口的时候。
17/8/09
梦总是美丽的。
13/8/09
生命的际遇有时候就是那么地简单。
12/8/09
人生就像是一场赌局。
11/8/09
还真的是，不听老人言，吃亏在眼前。
10/8/09
徘徊于悬崖，就依然有变数。
9/8/09
承认自己的渺小，才能看到更多的伟大。
8/8/09
步步艰辛，步步踏实。
7/8/09
性格使然，所以必定重复。
Journal of 14-16
Spend time in the camp these few days.
The schedule of camp not pack and we were given a lots of free time to lepak. I saw monkeyssssssss Q up and cross the trees one by one. Nice view. Then we went into some ghost house, haha...and some people, hmm, you know, speak the louder, but then dun dare to go in.
I like people who have their own dream, no mather how hard it is, they will pursue it. To me, it is very beautiful. Some people dream to cook delicious food for people to eat happily. Some people like to stay with the aeroplane, some people like to be journalise, to write down what they see. Hmm...
Although i dun like the camp due to it lack of meaning, i sense the differences of this camp with other camp. In the past, all the camp i went are all same group of people, therefore the feeling not so strong. In this camp, when we are the minority, the feeling can be so strong and easy.
Hehe...most importance thing is, we went to swim. Most of us know how to swim. Haha..although the pool is a quite dirty and very small. Still, fun.
There is no ice breaking and games in this camp and havea lots of classes, which make us always sleepy and tired. We can see that M's and C's thinking can be really different, and also the way of doing stuff. Somehow, i cant understand, there were a couple of hours before dinner, we have nothing to do, but they choose to put the discussion in the midnight of 12am, instead of 4pm. They asked us to be punctual for everything, but then they never let us go to bed punctually. =="
Still, the same. Haha....I stayed at the bed until last minute and then use five minutes to prepare myself. Like to play chess with zhou gong very much.
In the end, there are some complaints. It is because the name of the camp and the content of the camp are totally different. I can understand that every organizer has their objective, however, the name of the camp should match at least a little bit to their content. When we found out that it was totally different, we felt cheated.
Overall, it is a relaxing camp, enjoy the fresh air, nice scenary and new friends. Didnt learn many things but nice experiences also. ^@^
The schedule of camp not pack and we were given a lots of free time to lepak. I saw monkeyssssssss Q up and cross the trees one by one. Nice view. Then we went into some ghost house, haha...and some people, hmm, you know, speak the louder, but then dun dare to go in.
I like people who have their own dream, no mather how hard it is, they will pursue it. To me, it is very beautiful. Some people dream to cook delicious food for people to eat happily. Some people like to stay with the aeroplane, some people like to be journalise, to write down what they see. Hmm...
Although i dun like the camp due to it lack of meaning, i sense the differences of this camp with other camp. In the past, all the camp i went are all same group of people, therefore the feeling not so strong. In this camp, when we are the minority, the feeling can be so strong and easy.
Hehe...most importance thing is, we went to swim. Most of us know how to swim. Haha..although the pool is a quite dirty and very small. Still, fun.
There is no ice breaking and games in this camp and havea lots of classes, which make us always sleepy and tired. We can see that M's and C's thinking can be really different, and also the way of doing stuff. Somehow, i cant understand, there were a couple of hours before dinner, we have nothing to do, but they choose to put the discussion in the midnight of 12am, instead of 4pm. They asked us to be punctual for everything, but then they never let us go to bed punctually. =="
Still, the same. Haha....I stayed at the bed until last minute and then use five minutes to prepare myself. Like to play chess with zhou gong very much.
In the end, there are some complaints. It is because the name of the camp and the content of the camp are totally different. I can understand that every organizer has their objective, however, the name of the camp should match at least a little bit to their content. When we found out that it was totally different, we felt cheated.
Overall, it is a relaxing camp, enjoy the fresh air, nice scenary and new friends. Didnt learn many things but nice experiences also. ^@^
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